How to Fuck a Demon is a 20-minute video sound performance piece that operates as a ritual and an exorcism—an intimate confrontation with one's own darkness, sexuality, and psychological depths. Written, performed, recorded, and produced entirely by me, the work synthesizes poetry, sound, and video to explore the limit between destruction and transcendence, pleasure and pain, desire and fear.

The piece embraces the demonic not as an external entity but as a facet of the self—the shadows we are conditioned to repress, the desires we are taught to fear. Rather than exiling these forces, How to Fuck a Demon suggests a radical embodiment, a submission not in weakness but in the strength within resilience. To overcome the demon, one must merge with it. Through a visceral and eroticized offering of the body, i put myself as a sacrifice to evoke it. the work stages an intimate confrontation with trauma, mental health, and the erotic as channel for transformation.

Poetry serves as the film’s psychic thread—spoken-word passages weave abstraction and raw emotion, disrupting narrative structure in favor of sensation, ambiguity, and affect. Language becomes a spell, a repetition an incantation that destabilizes the boundaries between self and other, between real and surreal. The soundscape—composed of layered vocals, ambient distortions, and fragmented noises and loops—intensifies this liminal space, evoking both desire and dread.